Sunday, April 1, 2012

MISS U MOM & DAD

gAssalamuaikum ,i love you mom and dad ..ayahanda d bonda yg sgt dicintai selalu...                 I hope they will be fine ,healthy and wealthy as always  and i pray for their daily hapiness and may Allah bless them forever. If i compare myself to my siblings they are so lucky to be around with mama n papa..life must be very meaningful and happy if  you can see your parent face and take care of them  everyday....to be continued..

Thursday, May 5, 2011

AL FATIHAH FOR NEK CHIK BT ALI -TAHLIL 100

Assalamualaikum ,
                                                  
                                             Symbol of pure devotion   

                          3rd May 2011 - I returned  to Bintulu to attend Tahlil arwah 100Days  Nek Chik had departed . Time has passed by so fast , it was already 100 Days that she left us ...in sorrow . It felt really stranged when i visited her house , left empty ...and all memories remains. Normally she will sat on her chair and smile when she see me and when she knew that i'm back ... ...Makchik ,i cant tell u how much i miss you so dearly ...i wanted to say i really-really miss you ..I miss your hug and your soft voice ..I felt empty when i looked at ur chair , ur empty bed and ur empty sofa , cant forget ur honesty, ur purity  love  and ur never ending devotion.U r one of the most patience person that i had ever knew , u remains calm in whatever situation or obstacles .I just cant imagine how does this coming Eid will be without you, i guess ,will be less merrier and not complete without you..but life must go on .God is not cruel , it was already  stated in our lifeline that everybody will die and will leave us ...it was a fact of life ...and  morale of the story always respect and apreciated the olderly.Appreciate every moment u spent with them when they are still alive and around you.

This time i cant manage  to visit her grave to recite Yassin in Muslim cemetery in Kampung Baru ...due to limited time bcoz i had to return to KL on da 04 May . Alhamdullillah i can visited her house and attend the tahlil on Wednesday nite and Syukur Alhamdulillah i can attend Doa Selamat for my loving dad and my brother as well and can be considered as part or the family reunion since all of my family member was around, and i had  an opportunity to meet  my relative and friends as well.

NekChik, may your soul rest in peace and May Allah bless u forever

AL FATIHAH ...

                                                               ~   Puteri Mariam Hj Suhaili ~

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Holiday in Negeri Di Bawah Bayu ~ Sabah

Assalamualaikum and hye...It was already nearly 5 months passing by , but only now i had time to share about our short Holiday trip to Sabah. We  had a 2 Days and 1 Night stayed in Sabah , u think it's enough? No no , for a beautiful place like Sabah, definetely not enought at all .Even it was a short time of holiday  but we really enjoyed it , it was indeed an unforgetable Getaway.
If you prefer for a great holiday escapade ,it is better to take 3 or 4 night leaves ,it  will be just fine and satisfied enough. We had a short holiday trip because our main focus is off to Bintulu for Hari Raya Haji.We had stayed  in Cititel K.Kinabalu , at the heart of K.Kinabalu town, 7 minutes walks to Pasar Filipino , a heaven of pearls from Sabah. A visited to Filipino market really was a wonderful moment , it really make  me amazed, crazy about pearls,local handicrafts things and da people in this market , u know what , my eyes kept on blinking dunno what to choose ! All was a amazing and  beautiful ,cheap and so many choices especially those pearls !, so ...i grabbed whatever i can afford to buy  including  scarf pins,locket ,bracelet etc lalala. And the people..amazing ..they were warmth ,courteous and polite ,soft spoken .
You can hear Filipino language were spoken and using all over, feel like ur in Manila or Cebu Island or some other part of Jakarta , because Sabah people used to talk similar like Indonesian language ,even Sabahan Chinese can talked Sabah language very fluently, until u can't differentiate whether they are Sabah ethnic or Chinese.  Such a unique culture ....Indeed.
Kota Kinabalu town is a peaceful town , nice place for  shopping local   things ,easy to find food ...and the food is similar to Sarawak food , less spicy , more water and delicous, of course !
One of the best menu is Ikan Bakar we had that night , the fish is freshly taken from the seashore , u can taste its freshness ..and the kuah cili ...very2 spicy but good taste ...and because of this extraordinary sambal i got coughing and fever brought back to Bintulu . hahaha
Tapi sayang and pity  we dont had enough time to visit Kundasang , nearby Mount Kinabalu  . Maybe , is that  mean ,that will be another visit to come here ?...Hope soooo....hehe.
No wonder my uncle said , if you stay in Sabah , u'll definetely cannot forget this Beaufitul City and its warmth people's , one time visit is never been enough.
Sabah ...i will come to visit you again ,InsyaAllah, God Willing ...coz lot's more places to go ...eg snorkeling in Pulau Sipadan and Kundasang escapism. Hu hu.

Here , some pictures to share :)
                                                                 
                                                                   






















Tuesday, February 1, 2011

NEK CHEK@'MAK'CIK PASSED AWAY...21 Safar 1432 Hijrah


this is one of the picture with her during her illness, that was the chair where she normally sat to watch tv, relaxed and pondered


Since i was a small girl until now, i would spent the time with her and her siblings , we shared laughter ,stories , ate together and spents most memorable moment in life. Until i further my studied for a better future enhancement we were separated ,because i need to leave them to pursue my goal , but when i went back to my hometown , Bintulu , i cant waited seeing her , cant wait sharing new stories , same goes to her , she was one of the most happiest person on earth when i returned to my hometown.
and i would ensure i bought something special for her as a remembrance , she would be very happy...just cant forget that cute smiley face . I love to see her smile and laughed because happiness sparkling all over her face.
She was  the person who always listen to my heart , who always there when i needed her , the only person  to bursted my frustration and my sadness when i was sad , she was  the person that i always hugged when she needed me and she was  the person for a shoulder to cried on.We knew we needed each other.
When we went to Sarawak on Hari Raya Haji 2010 after holiday in K.Kinabalu, as usual i would visited her , spent the time with her , we shared story and lots more, when came my last days in Bintulu because i need to return to KL where i stay for work etc, the last time i hugged her , just clearly remembered, that time i felt i just cant let go that hugged , i  hugged her longer than ordinary and usual hugged as before , she said " Yam...please forgive me for all the wrongdoing if any and please 'halalkan  ' for all kind of food and drinks shared. That time i knew already , that she would leave me forever , i knew it , but i was tawwakal to Allah ,praying that we will meet again this year in 2011 because she was one of the most important vvvvip in my life beside my parent, my sibling and my family . Normally, all those years when i came back to my hometown and when it came to time i need to return to KL she would said " please take care of yourself and your family and please come back again to see me so that we can share the most memorable time again " ....Few days before she passed away, i kept on dreaming about their old house in kpg Sebiew ,about nek ngah , nek anjang and Nek Wak . This was the signed actually of her departured , and the signed that the other siblings were waiting for her,on the ''another world '' belong's to Allah.
On 26thJan 2011,morning at 2.30am morning when my sister , Norini called me saying that makcik's body was already very cold , meaning that she was no longer in this tiny world ,a signed that she was already passed away , i felt like i was going to be fainted , and after that called i took my 'wuduk' i prayed and recited Yassin for her dearly.. and i cried the whole morning until my eyes was swollen and i cant slept until morning ...until 6.30am and i wake up passed ten in the morning i packed and my hubby sent me straighted to the airport looking for flight to Bintulu....Luckily there was available seated at 2.30pm an i safely arrived in Bintulu at 5.00pm because the flight were delayed.  I cant managed to see her body/corpse anymore because she was already buried at ten in the morning at Bukit Kamunting Muslim cemetery. Only on Friday , 29jan 2011 my dad brought me to her grave and i recited Yassin twice for her , u cant imagine my tears bursting out that time,like a waterfall at the NiagaraFall ,i guest ,non stop until i finished recited Yassin.

But, Syukur Alhamdullillah i followed everynight Jemaah prayer and Tahlil Arwah for 3 continous night held at her house,which was  behind my parent house. She refused staying with us because she said that house got special memory with the other sibling staying with her before ,which had passed away as well previous2 years ago and because she needed some privacy..but easier for us to visited her, just few steps away ,behind only.
It was sad because i cant take care of her on her last Day because i was apart here .It was  sad because on her last days i can't kissed and hugged her and  i cant hold her hand for the Kalimah ,AsshaduallaillahailaLLah...until her last breathed.Thanks to dear mom and my sister , Norini and my dear niece ,Aja  and other family member who always took care of her and always there for her when i was not around , only Allah will bless and grant  you all for your kindness. 
NekChik @ "Mak"Chik , u will always remains forever in my heart , your tender love ,your soft voice will always remains in my ear,  the moments we spents together i will never forget it forever. Thanks for your dear and tender love ...even i still need it , and i always do....i will always miss u ...forever and will forever remain in my heart ....Our Loves and Prayer will always there for  you forever.May Allah bless you, May Allay accept you as one of the good person and May Heaven will granted for you..Amin...AL FATIHAH ...will always remains in my prayer and doa for you...AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN ....

AL FATIHAH FOR : CHIK BT ALI
Departed on : 21 Safar  1432 Hijrah@  26January 2011



                                                                              ~Puteri Mariam~

Thursday, January 20, 2011

I love reading

Hye Again ,


Everyone knew reading is very good habit . Because the main reason is,it is beneficial to all. That's why i never stop reading , i read , i read , read and read . I'm not that selective , i will read all type of books , whether it's a book, a pamplet ,flyer ,newspaper , magazines  or a masterpieces, poems etc i will read em' all , and it's never satisfied me ...and it's all comes from all genre, regilious type ( of course Islamic books la) , history, news, sports , humor , motivational or story books , i read them all. It's was started when i was in primary  school until now then, it was from my Dad who taught us to love reading , he said it can make you clever,genius , knowledgeable and enhance your vocab haha. That's why during that time i love spending my time in the library ...until i had my own mini library right now at home huhu. I got more than 2000 books and the number is increase now. huhu. I can still remember well , one of the mini series i love is from "Mills& Boon"haha, just for satisfactions only....but im not that emotional  romantic type , i did not implemented it in my real life huhu...just for fun and hobby only . It's worth it , you know huhu. Well , it is true when someone said , its follow your age, correct ,during my teenagers life ,i get used to read love story and adventurous story . And then , after married i was  spending my time reading religious type of book ( Islam ) , food , house ,yard ,garden decoration and childcare , it was all about family life . When i got childrens, it had change again , I became in love reading about family education,healthcare and budgets planning , parental topic and a bit about a business life . After a while , when my children started to grow up , i am still stick to religous type of book because it has a power of soothing and healing ,believe me and it's true . Some motivational series of  books is also good , let me lists down some that i can remember eg :

i) KEEPING ONE STEP AHEAD OF THE PACK * i really love this book *...the writer
is Dr Joseph Eby Ruin, someone came from same state with me ...really adore him


ii) LEARN FROM SUCESSFUL ENTREPRENEURS  ...
excellent book for me ...learning how the sucessful & familiar faces on earth
achieve their excellent acknowledgment from the ground to the peak ....wonderful and marvellous  

iii) THE SUCCESS FACTOR -Master The Secret Of A Winning Mindset ~John Leach...the rest look like need to find more then...but now im started to get so sleepy ...but i promise to continue ...because sharing about reading is one of the best part in life :) ...see you again ...bye ...

Thursday, December 16, 2010

MY PASSION FOR PHOTOGRAPHY

Hye , Assalamualaikum..
I loved great pictures and beautiful panorama. That's why one of my hobby and passion is photography . It was started during my primary school ,during that time it was not well-equipped like what we had right now. I like to see a picture of mine ,see how i looked like and during that wonder years i always wonder everything , how it was made ,how they captured and lots more question in my head .I  can still remember very well , the first picture of mine was with my family , i was sitting infront , maybe that time i was 1-2 years old !
                                                                                                                                       
( first picture ) didnt i looked so innocent isn't it? hehe

ok,this is what i meant ,guess  which one is me ? I was sitting 2nd from right ,next to my brother , and next to me is my sisters , norini &  kak wa, ...soo young .....hehe. If only my 2 other siblings ( chik muk & chu )  is include in this photo , but at that time they were not born yet ! hehe:).

Starting from there,  more and more pictures i kept and until now i had more than 6000 picture of mines including views and other pictures that i had captured .

But due to technology , u no need to bring your DSLR everywhere you go  , ur smartphone is smart enough to capture picture,so i chooose android coz i am not a fan of  ISOS  .  I like to snap pic , i like to take selfies , until  now i had about approximately 12000's  of pics taken by my phone only .


( i think this is the one of my best shot  during my early stage of photography ) ...i guess ...what say you ? )



( can u believe this picture was taken at the roof of my house ! , my house backyard )
,I planted this rambutan tree 11 years ago, i brought the it all over from Bintulu

(money plant got flower! can u see it ? (at the middle,  was half covered and hiding by its leaves )   




                                          some people called this "cempaka cina" plant as a good feng-shui flower  , i planted it myself



baby tortoise belong's to my son , his friend gave it to him ,but was surrended back :) ,cute isn't it ?


(klcc shot )




sunset at Bintulu waterfront




a palm tree splitted into 2 branches ..photo taken in Cheras Perdana


this coconut tree was planted by my dad behind our house in kampung , it got its own
special memory wherebuy you can plug and eat



                                                                    
how wonderful and beautiful sky created by most merciful  Allah

                                                                     

and many more picture . My Hubby and i , we had  common hobbies , both interested in photography ,
so we enjoyed taking picture , and enjoy seeing beautiful view at the time taking some shots,can called it a mutual appreciation interest. ..until now , until we meet again and will broadcast more picture ok ...bye now.